There are plenty of thoughts and pictures on my mind now, starring our little Kropeczka. I want to believe it was right to try but I saw how frightened she was in the Clinic, I saw the fear in her eye, and despite the vet was the most gentle, I know she must have been scared not having me near in her last moments, because when I was saying my last goodbyes to her, stroking her and kissing for the last time, making a cross sign on her little head, she cuddled her soft ear to my finger as if she was saying: Please, don't leave me here...I feel like I betrayed her and it hurts beyond imagination.
i o serku sobie śni. Dreaming about her little cheese
Pańcia bardzo kocha cię. Your Mumsy loves you much
i o serku rozmyślała. Thinking about her little cheese
who's already suffered so much in her childhood loosing her eye.